#48. The Word "Secret" In The Title – Open Secret by Stella Rimington (Paperback)

In theory this should have been an easy category for me to find a book to read, but it wasn’t (well at least in terms of the books I hadn’t read on my bookshelves.) The Secret Keeper…read. Celia’s Secret…read. The Secret Garden…read. The Children’s Secret…read. Twelve Secrets…read. Surely to God there must be a book in this house with the word secret in it that I haven’t read yet! And there it was…a book signed by Stella Rimington herself which belonged to my partner. He has never read it, but I think he should. He’d enjoy it. 

“Stella Rimington worked for MI5 between 1969 and 1996, one of the most turbulent and dramatic periods in global history. Working in all the main fields of the Service's responsibilities - counter-subversion, counter-espionage and counter-terrorism - she became successively Director of all three branches, and finally Director-General of MI5 in 1992.

She was the first woman to hold the post and the first Director-General whose name was publicly announced on appointment. In Open Secret, she continues her work of opening up elements of the work of our security services to public scrutiny, revealing the surprising culture of MI5 and shedding light on some of the most fascinating events in 20th century history from the ultimate insider viewpoint.”

I suspect that this could be a ‘marmite’ type of book, which is a bit of a mean thing to say when it is a book about someone’s life. I really enjoyed it. It tells the remarkable story of how a woman managed to climb to the top ranks of the British Secret Service; however, it has been written in a style that is not the most engaging. By this, I mean the sentences are often long and rambling and need rereading several times to understand what point Stella is trying to convey to the reader. A lot of autobiographies are about celebrities; therefore you can ‘hear’ the voice of the writer in your head as you read. This can often help with understanding what point is being made and in what context the writer is mentioning it, as you would instinctively know what inflections they would make. 

As I have never met, or indeed heard much about Stella before, I found it took a while to gel with her informative, but matter of fact telling of her life story. And what a life she has led! Stella Rimington has quite a dry sense of humour, she’s also a bit sarcastic, so I found her character rather endearing! I imagine a lifetime spent exasperated by ‘the men in suits,’ who think women can’t accomplish anything other than raise children and keep the canapés and light-hearted conversation flowing at corporate events, would make you somewhat sardonic.

#47. Self Insert By An Author – Close To Death by Anthony Horowitz (Audible)

I originally stumbled across this series on Audible, and whilst I really enjoyed listening to the first book, I wasn’t sure if it was the story or Rory Kinnear’s narration that got me hooked. I really enjoy listening to Kinnear bring the two main characters, Daniel Hawthorne & ‘Tony’ Horovitz to life, and as long as he remains the narrator, I will continue to listen to the books on Audible. As I finish each book, I know I will be waiting with anticipation for the next instalment. This is the fifth book in the Hawthorne & Horovitz series, and it didn’t disappoint.

 

“Riverside Close is a picture-perfect community. The six exclusive and attractive houses are tucked far away from the noise and grime of city life, allowing the residents to enjoy beautiful gardens, pleasant birdsong and tranquility from behind the security of a locked gate.

It is the perfect idyll until the Kentworthy family arrives, with their four giant, gas-guzzling cars, a gaggle of shrieking children and plans for a garish swimming pool in the backyard. Obvious outsiders, the Kentworthys do not belong in Riverside Close, and they quickly offend every last one of their neighbours.

When Giles Kentworthy is found dead on his own doorstep, a crossbow bolt sticking out of his chest, Detective Hawthorne is the only investigator that can be called on to solve the case.

Because how do you solve a murder when everyone is a suspect?”                                                                                       

 

As the series title “Hawthorne & Horowitz” suggests, these books follow the life of the best-selling author of murder mystery fiction Anthony Horowitz. Of course, this is a fictionalised version of himself and in this fifth novel “Close To Death,” he has been told by his literary agent that he needs to have his latest “Hawthorne” novel finished ready for the Christmas market. This puts Horowitz in a dilemma, as there haven’t been any new murders to write about recently, and he hasn’t spoken to Hawthorne for several months.

Horowitz decides he will look at former Detective Inspector Daniel Hawthorne’s cold cases, and finds one in particular strikes a chord with him.  He thinks this case will be a great basis for his new book, and he might be able to uncover a few things about Hawthorne’s private life whilst he’s at it.

#45. Chapter Headings Have Dates – Why Mummy Doesn’t Give A F@**! by Gill Sims (Audible)

There are times when you really need some light relief. I remember seeing the first book in this series ‘Why Mummy Drinks’ and laughing out loud in the bookshop as I flicked through a few of the pages. I felt like I had to buy it for my friend who had two young children at the time and seemed permanently exasperated. I know where I am as a cat “servant”…bottom of the chain and only there to supply food, shelter and a clean litter tray. Other than that I’m pretty much redundant. Actually, it does sound a tiny bit like having children really…only you do expect a certain lack of interest from a cat before it enters your life. 

At some point I thought I’d buy the audio version of that book for myself (I think it may have been a 2-4-1 deal!) I was getting strange looks from passers by as I shrieked with laughter walking through the local woods as I listened to it. 

‘Why Mummy Doesn’t Give A F@**!!’ is the third book in the series, and it is just as funny as the previous books. #45 of this challenge was a perfect excuse to buy book number three and as I love the way Gabrielle Glaister narrates these books, I’ve continued to buy the Audible versions.

 

“Family begins with a capital eff.

 

I’m wondering how many more f*cking ‘phases’ I have to endure before my children become civilised and functioning members of society? It seems like people have been telling me ‘it’s just a phase!’ for the last fifteen bloody years. Not sleeping through the night is ‘just a phase.’ Potty training and the associated accidents ‘is just a phase’. The tantrums of the terrible twos are ‘just a phase’. The picky eating, the back chat, the obsessions. The toddler refusals to nap, the teenage inability to leave their beds before 1pm without a rocket being put up their arse. The endless singing of Frozen songs, the dabbing, the weeks where apparently making them wear pants was akin to child torture. All ‘just phases!’ When do the ‘phases’ end though? WHEN?

Mummy dreams of a quirky rural cottage with roses around the door and chatty chickens in the garden. Life, as ever, is not going quite as she planned. Paxo, Oxo and Bisto turn out to be highly rambunctious, rather than merely chatty, and the roses have jaggy thorns. Her precious moppets are now giant teenagers, and instead of wittering at her about who would win in a fight – a dragon badger or a ninja horse – they are Snapchatting the night away, stropping around the tiny cottage and communicating mainly in grunts – except when they are demanding Ellen provides taxi services in the small hours. And there is never, but never, any milk in the house. At least the one thing they can all agree on is that rescued Barry the Wolfdog may indeed be The Ugliest Dog in the World, but he is also the loveliest.”

Gill Sims created a blog in 2016 chronicling the lives of two children, Peter and Jane, and offering quirky, comical responses to the various issues parents faced with their own little darlings. The blog quickly went viral and so the first “Mummy” book was published. It won the Sunday Times Fiction Bestseller of 2017, and the rest, as they say is history.

The ‘mummy’ of the books is Ellen Russell who has two children, Jane and Peter. You could say that her husband Simon passes for the third child, as he invariably causes additional disarray to her already chaotic life.

Month by month, we follow Ellen and her brood through the year, and just like the two earlier books, Ellen’s hopes and dreams for a perfect year are blown apart by her loved ones. This book is a hysterical mix of funny incidents and poignant moments of reflection as we hope Ellen will not crumble under all the pressure that surrounds her. A word of warning if you’re easily offended, as the title suggests, mummy is prone to a lot of swearing, or certainly alluding to it. FML! We’ve all been there Ellen, we’ve all been there!

#43. About Finding Identity – Novelist as a Vocation by Haruki Murakami (Paperback)

I first tried to read a passage from Murakami’s novel ‘Norwegian Wood’ in the mid 1990’s. I say tried, it was written in Japanese (his books were yet to be translated into English) and formed part of my attempt to master the language when I was at university. I had largely forgotten about his work until the British actor Tom Burke mentioned his favourite book was Murakami’s ‘The Wind-up Bird Chronicle.’ 

I started trawling the internet and realised that I could now buy an English translation of ‘Norwegian Wood,’ which I could actually read, rather than listening to odd passages painfully translated by myself and fellow students. Whilst it might not be considered “classic Murakami,” I really enjoyed it and moved straight on to some of his other works. When I noticed this book in a local store, I was interested to see how Murakami was able to take the literary world by storm via this personal collection of essays written by the man himself.

 

“In this engaging book, Haruki Murakami shares his experience as an internationally bestselling author; his thoughts on the role of the novel in our society; his own origins as a writer; and his musings on the sparks of creativity that inspire other writers, artists and musicians.

 

Readers who have long wondered where the mysterious novelist gets his ideas will be fascinated by this highly personal look at the craft of writing.”

This is an interesting collection of eleven essays written by Haruki Murakami which offer reflections about his life and how he became a writer. Unlike a traditional autobiography, these short essays allow Murakami to drift from memory to memory to give a deeply personal view of his life. The book is filled with pages of thought and reflection on his past memories and give an insight into his writing style, him as a person, and his personal creative process which has given us some of the most unique novels that I have read.

I find Murakami’s work fascinating; it allows the reader to go down the rabbit hole (or in his world it’s down a well) with him and think deeply about the strange events and experiences which he writes about.

#42. Author Debut In Second Half Of 2024 – Ghost Chilli by Nikkitha Bakshani (Paperback)

I never like reading a book and feeling that I’m going to be telling the world that I didn’t like it; especially when it is the author’s debut novel and you know the amount of time and effort it will have taken for them to write the story.

I received an uncorrected proof of Ghost Chilli to read and my initial excitement turned to dismay as I struggled through the first few chapters. I logged onto NetGalley to read the handful of people’s opinions that had been submitted and they weren’t positive.

I did persevere though and about 100 pages in I had a lightbulb moment, I started to see the novel through fresh eyes. I found I couldn’t put the book down because I had begun to hope that things would get better for the protagonist. So, what is Ghost Chilli about, and why did my aversion at the beginning suddenly change?

“Muskan has a great life: a creative job in the big city, supportive friends, and no trouble finding first dates. So what if her colleagues don't know she exists, or her friends won't stop lecturing her about the three-year 'situationship' she's in? It's not like she's starving.

But something is wrong, and while the people around her seem to have all the right words, nobody can articulate what they want from each other. As obstacles mount and the easy-going persona Muskan has built starts to crumble, she is forced to face a question that's been quietly burning at the back of her mind: Why did her family move to America so abruptly?”

When the book fell through my letterbox, I was instantly intrigued about the storyline; so many unanswered questions fluttered around my head. Once I started the book, I found myself reading and re-reading lines, trying to concentrate on who was saying what, because I couldn’t find a natural rhythm or flow in the dialogue. I actually started wondering if the fault lay with me because I wasn’t Indian-American, but then I thought, I can get into the heads of characters who are men, who are young or old, who are from other parts of the world, so I should be able to get into the head of Muskan and her friends and understand the conversations…but I couldn’t. The problems that Muskan faces are problems we’ve all faced from time to time, they’re universal, so why did I find it so hard to read each page? I came to the conclusion that I found the writing “clunky” and that the conversations were too stilted between friends, not at all life-like and that was why I felt a bit of an outsider.

I also realised that I didn’t like the protagonist, I wanted to slap her, give her a shake, to tell her to stop crying, or to stop being such a bitch, and suddenly at that moment I realised that Nikkitha Bakshani had played a blinder. Muskan is ‘unlucky’ in love because men meet her, don’t like her and dump her. Friends get tired of her attitude, they find her draining, which is how I felt when reading about her. That for me was when I had a change of heart and I wanted to understand why Muskan was so unlikable, why she, like me, felt like an outsider amongst all of these characters.

Muskan’s situation reminds me a little of Carrie Bradshaw (Sex and the City.) Muskan is a writer living in Brooklyn searching for the right man, and leaning on her closest friends for advice, to vent, or just to have a shoulder to cry on. Muskan feels like she has the weight of the world on her shoulders, but to the outside world she must be having the time of her life. She works on a luxury lifestyle magazine, but in reality, she is just another cog in the corporate wheel. Exploited by her boss and co-workers, the glamour and glitz doesn’t make an appearance in her downtrodden life.

This book follows Muskan’s journey as she tries to understand why her life doesn’t run as smoothly as her friends. They all have boyfriends and successful jobs. They all want to spend time with one another, but, unlike Carrie Bradshaw, they don’t always want to spend time with her.

When her friends encourage Muskan to see a therapist, she starts to confront her childhood fears. The therapist says she probably has complex PTSD, but rather than being shocked or upset, Muskan flippantly agrees. She’s got the app, done the test, it’s not a point worth pursuing. Muskan has an answer for everything, it’s an aggravating trait, but eventually you realise this deflective technique is what helps Muskan to get through the day.

Her friends think that the root of her problems are her issues with her mother. Her self-esteem has been destroyed due to her domineering mother’s attitude; everything Muskan does or says is wrong. She knows her family suddenly moved to America when she was ten but she doesn’t know why they fled. On a trip to visit her dying aunt in India, she realises how much more comfortable and confident she feels there, seeking answers and exploring her family history. There is a dawning comprehension of how unalive she feels in America and that she can’t continue living with the same routines once she returns.

Muskan’s father moved the family from Chennai to New Jersey when she was still a child. Her father was a wealthy businessman and her mother had a successful career until she had children. She had to abandon her home, her job, and her beloved sister, in order to give her children a better life, so what impact had these changes made on her? Was she always lashing out at Muskan because she was full of regret, or anger; did she feel that Muskan wasn’t using the advantages given to her and those sacrifices were therefore wasted? I wanted to know so much more from this mother daughter relationship.

This book is about finding honest relationships in an increasingly dishonest world, where feeling isolated has become the norm. How many people find themselves pretending all is OK because they don’t want to share the burden of their unhappiness with people close to them. Sometimes witty, sometimes poignant, all aspects of modern life are covered in the various relationships housed in this book.

I started to feel some empathy with Muskan – it must be depressing being part of a group of friends and suddenly realising that you’re the odd one out. Finding yourself so unlucky in love that you will waste your time running after a dead-end relationship, because you know that every first date with the “perfect guy” will also be the last. To have such a toxic relationship with your mother who belittles you at every opportunity, sapping every bit of strength and hope from you. It must be exhausting and soul destroying, yet Muskan carries on with her life regardless.

I did enjoy reading Ghost Chilli (eventually) but the book is far from perfect. It felt rushed, especially towards the end. One chapter it’s Christmas Eve, the next it’s suddenly Valentines Day and then it’s the end of the book. Many of the questions at the start remaining unanswered. Relationships were not fully explored and therefore it was hard to engage with the characters or visualise who they really were. I think with a little more editing, this could have been a magical book.

 

Thank you to Fleet (Little, Brown Book Group) for the ARC in exchange for an honest review.


Genre: Modern and Contemporary Fiction

Release Date: 4th July 2024

Publisher: Fleet (Little, Brown Book Group)

Pages: 288

 

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#41. A Sticker On The Cover – The Wicked Boy by Kate Summerscale (Paperback)


Obviously there are many books I could have chosen with a sticker on the front cover saying ‘buy one get one free’ etc, but I was interested in this book because the sticker said:

“BESTSELLING AUTHOR OF THE SUSPICIONS OF MR WHICHER.”

That was a true crime book I had read many years ago and I found Kate’s writing and research fascinating, so I was excited to see that she had written another book based on a real crime. (It turns out, she’s actually written a few books which have passed me by, including The Haunting of Alma Fielding which I later read as #39 of this challenge!)

Sometimes truth is stranger than fiction, and so I was interested to read another case that was infamous at the time it was committed, but has now been relegated to the back of the history books.

“On 8 July 1895, 13-year-old Robert Coombes and his younger brother Nattie set out from their East London home to watch a cricket match. Over the next ten days they spent extravagantly, visiting the theatre and eating out. The boys told neighbours their father had gone to sea, and their mother to visit family in Liverpool. But when a strange smell began to emanate from the house, the police were called. What they found threw the press into a frenzy – and the boys into a highly publicised trial.”

A book about the real life murder of a parent could be a disturbing read, but Summerscale is a skilful writer, she manages to bring context to the killing, humanity to the boy who committed murder, and comes full circle to show that redemption is achievable in certain circumstances. The book becomes less disturbing and more contemplative and brings into question some of the concepts encountered in Dostoevsky’s ‘Crime and Punishment.’

Her research is thorough and factual. The start of the book shows the Coombes family tree, maps of West Ham and Plaistow as they were in 1895, and a floorplan of 35 Cave Road where the Coombes family lived. In order to take the reader back to the heart of Victorian England, and the working class terraces of the East End of London, she details the cost of goods such as bread, milk, rent and wages from the era. She also adds a note on pre-decimalised currency so that you can understand what times were like in the book and how people struggled to earn enough to eat. As the story progresses, you begin to feel like you are placed right at the centre of the crime and watching the events as they unfold.

This is not just the story of a murder though, it is an exploration of the Victorian attitude towards juvenile crime and how children were, and still are, often neglected and vulnerable; and how they can head down the wrong path if society is not there to keep an eye out or to lend a helping hand. It is a horrific case, but so too was the violent world that Robert and his brother Nattie inhabited.

“ ‘I did it’, Robert began. ‘My brother Nattie got a hiding for stealing some food, and Ma was going to give me one. So Nattie said that he would stab her, but as he could not do it himself he asked me to do it.’ ”

And so with a clear confession, and the post-mortem completed and the inquest commenced, newspapers were free to start reporting on “the most dreadful murder of the century.” Then, as now, the newspaper reports didn’t let a little thing like the truth get in the way, and many reported inaccuracies about the boys, and especially Robert’s mental capacity.

There was a popular theory raging at the time that the human race was in crisis and was heading back into the Dark Ages. “ We stand now in the midst of a severe mental epidemic, a sort of black death of degeneration and hysteria” wrote author Max Nordau. He pointed the finger of blame at Henrik Ibsen and Oscar Wilde for the decline of people’s mental health, apparently it was due to the outrageous literature they were publishing. And just like today’s society, the populous swallowed this disinformation without question. Good ole British media!

Unlike an Agatha Christie novel, we don’t need to know who did the murder, there has been a confession after all, instead, we want to know why a child would commit murder. Summerscale guides us through the inquest which questioned the boy’s characteristics (rude, impertinent, spoilt, bad, addicted to pilfering but also sharp and intelligent.) The influence of the 'Penny Dreadful' weekly publications which Robert enjoyed reading was questioned – which would be akin to today’s arguments about the video games children are allowed to play. These details all start to paint a picture of the lives the boys led, but what was most telling was Robert’s interview with the warder when he was remanded at Holloway gaol.

Robert explained to Dr Walker that he had “an irresistible impulse” to kill his mother due to the voices in his head; he had to kill her before she killed his little brother Nattie. He explained that she threw knives at Nattie and had threatened to hit him with a hatchet. Whilst physical force was often used to make children behave in Victorian society, what Robert was describing was a mother often losing self-control and becoming increasingly violent.

The question that remained therefore was Robert an evil and calculated killer, or were the voices in his head indicative of insanity? In the 1860s, criminals were increasingly found to be insane, and the figure was continuing to rise into the 1890s. Could the injuries inflicted on Robert when he was born (forceps compressing the brain) be responsible for Robert suffering from homicidal mania?

As you flick through the book there are a couple of sections of photographs and newspaper sketches of the house, the family members, Holloway gaol, the Old Bailey in the 1890s, “reconstructions” of the crime, Broadmoor and an adult Robert Coombes which add another layer of interest to the book.

Whilst the tale of a boy murdering his mother is dark and disturbing, the true heart of this tale arrives whilst Robert is imprisoned. Let us not forget, this boy was 13 when he carried out his crime. He spent his years in prison locked up with adults including a curate who had slit a vicar’s throat and a man who had killed his daughter on Brighton beach. However, Coombes was also in the company of a man who contributed to the Oxford English Dictionary and therefore was allowed an additional room in which to keep his books which Robert read. Other men would allow Robert to enrich his life learning how to play chess, cricket and musical instruments; these men gave him opportunities he hadn’t experienced whilst living at 35 Cave Road, the home where instead, he endured an abusive mother and an absent father.

Summerscale’s account of what happens after the trial gives the book its extraordinary twists and makes the second part of the book far more interesting than the original events leading up to the murder. It allowed the characters to regain some humanity and redemption. An added irony was that the adventures read about in the penny dreadfuls, seen as the cause of evil behaviour, ended up becoming the foreign adventures an abused East End boy could have only dreamt of.

This is an extraordinary and gripping tale, told in such vivid detail, that at times it is hard to believe that this isn’t a work of fiction!

 

Genre: Nonfiction, True Crime, History, Crime, Mystery, Biography, Victorian British Literature, 19th Century

Release Date: 1st January 2017

Publisher: Bloomsbury

Pages: 382

 

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#39. Non Fiction Recommended By A Friend – The Haunting of Alma Fielding by Kate Summerscale (Paperback)

I love ghost stories. I don’t think Christmas or Halloween would be the same if I didn’t get to read or watch a good ghostly tale. Do I believe in ghosts? I’m not sure. It’s a question that is always open to discussion, especially when darkness falls and you’re staying in a really old house for the weekend! I don’t believe that spirits walk the earth, but then there are some things that defy explanation. There will always be those that can engineer ghostly experiences, but should we quickly dispel those people who would swear to their dying day that they had seen a ghost?  Could it be simply explained that it was just a trick of the light, or perhaps something more obscure? I would love to have the definitive answer, but that would spoil the magic of the ghost story. 

“It is 1938. As the shadow of fascism darkens over Europe, strange things are happening in Alma Fielding’s suburban home in Croydon. Crockery flies off the shelves; stolen rings appear on Alma’s fingers, and white mice scuttle out of her handbag.

 

Nandor Fodor – chief ghost hunter for the International Institute for Psychical Research – arrives on the scene, determined to crack the case. As Fodor’s obsession deepens, and Alma becomes ever more disturbed, the pair find themselves in a treacherous battle of wills...” 

The Haunting of Alma Fielding is not a ghost story in the sense of a fun supernatural tale. The book examines early 20th century history, what people were experiencing at the time, and what their beliefs were. The narrative is carefully woven around lengthy historical details, but they are so intriguing, you don’t want to put the book down. It is hard to believe whether the episodes Alma Fielding experienced were real, or if they were the work of a very clever trickster. Kate Summerscale has researched these events, and whilst she treats Alma with respect and dignity, the facts are laid before the reader so that they can reach their, hopefully unbiased, conclusions about both Alma Fielding and Nandor Fodor.

Lord Rothermere had brought Nandor Fodor, a Jewish Hungarian journalist, to the UK in the 1930s as an adviser on Hungarian affairs. He was also the chief investigator for the International Institute for Psychical Research, trying to uncover whether weird experiences were governed by spirits. He wanted to find out the truth as to whether there was life after death. Fodor wondered whether strange manifestations were a catalogue of marvels, signs of mental breakdown, or nothing but pranks and petty crimes.

When thirty-four-year-old Alma Fielding, an ordinary housewife, was recovering from a bout of ill health, she reported strange happenings in her bedroom. Objects started to fly about her head. Understandably she was terrified. Events were witnessed by newsmen who came to see what all the fuss was about. They claimed they had seen an egg flying towards them, coal appearing to float above the grate, and a tin opener suddenly tearing a gash across Alma’s thumb. Would Alma finally be the person who could assist Foder with his investigations into the paranormal?

#38. Published by Hatchette – The Running Grave by Robert Galbraith (Audible)

This is the 7th outing for Cormoran Strike, and as much as this book series infuriates me, I feel I must keep reading them. I’m invested in the characters, but I’ll be honest, I’m not sure I’d be that invested if one of my favourite actors, Tom Burke, didn’t play the titular character in the TV adaptations. 

Now I don’t have enough time to sit and read 960 pages when I’m pretty sure 50% of those pages will be utter gibberish. They will be there to make the book look epic, but those additional pages will undoubtedly add nothing to the plot. Help is at hand though in the form of Audible…I tried listening to Robert Glenister reading book 4 and I’ve stuck with him ever since. If you’ve got to spend 34 hours in someone’s company, he’s a good choice, and it means you can tidy the kitchen, or clean the car, whilst finding out if anything exciting is going to happen to Strike and Robin. 

 

“Private Detective Cormoran Strike is contacted by a worried father whose son, Will, has gone to join a religious cult in the depths of the Norfolk countryside.

The Universal Humanitarian Church is, on the surface, a peaceable organization that campaigns for a better world. Yet Strike discovers that beneath the surface there are deeply sinister undertones, and unexplained deaths.

In order to try to rescue Will, Strike's business partner, Robin Ellacott, decides to infiltrate the cult, and she travels to Norfolk to live incognito among its members. But in doing so, she is unprepared for the dangers that await her there or for the toll it will take on her. . .”

 

Retired civil servant Sir Colin Edensor is concerned about his son, Will. Will dropped out of university several years ago to join the Universal Humanitarian Church (UHC) and now he is refusing to communicate with his family. Sir Colin is worried because the boy is neurodivergent, and he is concerned that his son has been brainwashed in order that the church can make use of his son’s trust fund.

The UHC has many high-profile followers and owns a lot of prime real estate; sounds very much like the Church of Scientology to me. The church is headed up by a charismatic chap by the name of Papa J. His daughter, Daiyu, supposedly drowned in the North Sea when she was seven years old, now reappears to the congregation as an apparition called the “Drowned Prophet.”

To investigate this crime, Robin, who else, decides that she will go undercover and infiltrate the church. She finds a world far removed from the glossy brochures that promise a better way of life. She is taken into a world where everything is back to basics. No mobile phones or internet, not even clocks and calendars are allowed. All senses are removed in a bid to gaslight the followers of the church. Robin finds that they are basically held captive to do daily back breaking chores, and to be coerced into having unprotected sex, neatly wrapped up under the guise of “spirit bonding.” If anyone falls ill, there is no medical assistance, and as all residents are underfed the chances of collapse is high. Robin has placed herself into the centre of a hell hole where she needs to find out as much as possible, get the information to Strike, and hopefully not be found out as the consequences are unthinkable.

#37. Palindrome On The Cover – Madam by Phoebe Wynne (Kindle)

I originally read this book as a temporary e-book from Hatchette Publisher’s now defunct Secret Reader program. I found the premise of the book captivating, but it failed to live up to my expectations. I found reading the book a chore, but I couldn’t be sure whether this was because the app for the Secret Reader wasn’t fit for purpose, or whether it was that I could just not engage with the characters or the book. 

Many of the plaudits for this book suggest it is “reminiscent of Du Maurier” and therefore, since I have finally read Du Maurier’s work, I thought it only fair to give this book another chance. 

 

“For 150 years, high above rocky Scottish cliffs, Caldonbrae Hall has sat untouched, a beacon of excellence in an old ancestral castle. A boarding school for girls, it promises that the young women lucky enough to be admitted will emerge “resilient and ready to serve society.”

Into its illustrious midst steps Rose Christie: a 26-year-old Classics teacher, Caldonbrae’s new head of the department, and the first hire for the school in over a decade. At first, Rose is overwhelmed to be invited into this institution, whose prestige is unrivaled. But she quickly discovers that behind the school’s elitist veneer lies an impenetrable, starkly traditional culture that she struggles to reconcile with her modernist beliefs—not to mention her commitment to educating “girls for the future.”

It also doesn’t take long for Rose to suspect that there’s more to the secret circumstances surrounding the abrupt departure of her predecessor—a woman whose ghost lingers everywhere—than anyone is willing to let on. In her search for this mysterious former teacher, Rose instead uncovers the darkness that beats at the heart of Caldonbrae, forcing her to confront the true extent of the school’s nefarious purpose, and her own role in perpetuating it.

A darkly feminist tale pitched against a haunting backdrop, and populated by an electrifying cast of heroines, Madam will keep readers engrossed until the breathtaking conclusion.”

 

Madam is set at Caldonbrae Hall, a boarding school for girls in the Scottish Highlands. The school has hired a new teacher, Rose, to teach the Classics and as she is the first teacher to be hired in a decade, Rose feels honoured and a little humbled that she has been given this rare opportunity. Upon entering the school, Rose realises that she has arrived at somewhere rather peculiar, and perhaps her teaching skills are not the most important thing on the curriculum. There is the feeling that something rather sinister and untoward might be going on.

This sets the tone for what could be an intriguing and mesmerising book; you wonder what is going on within those gloomy walls…what secrets are they harbouring? Early into the story you can guess what is going on, and as assumptions start to be validated, you expect a wicked twist at the end of the story. There must be some sort of pay off for reading some unpleasant chapters that are not strictly necessary for this type of novel.

#36. Has Futuristic Technology – In Our Likeness by Bryan Vandyke (Kindle)

It is strange to think that the science fiction of yesteryear seemed so unattainable. It really was the work of imaginative writers which made us think one day people would drive electric cars. It sometimes seems that if a writer can imagine it, then a person of science can try to make it happen.

There is a unique bond forged between art and science that so many people overlook. Those who scorn arts students for wasting tax payers money on "purposeless courses" (including governments) should consider how inextricably linked these seemingly opposite facets are.

The idea of Artificial Intelligence was once unthinkable, but now it surrounds us. Your smart phone can make a quick doodle look like a piece of art. If you're stuck writing a presentation it will write something for you. In some respects, it is current technology, however, it is not without its flaws. There are little giveaways that show when work wasn't written or drawn by a human hand. AI is still futuristic technology, so when this book surfaced in my choices for August's 2024 Amazon Prime read, I thought I would take a chance on it.

 

“Graham Gooding is a leader at a tech start-up when his brilliant coworker—and work crush—Nessie Locke asks for help testing a new algorithm. Graham jumps at the chance to impress her, and to improve his floundering personal life. He soon discovers that the algo is more powerful than Nessie—or anyone—realizes. It was built to detect lies on the internet, but when Graham makes a small edit to Nessie’s online profile, hoping to see if the program will catch the lie, Nessie changes in real life. The algo can alter the real world. Now, so can Graham.

 

No one knows what Graham has done, except his boss, enigmatic tech guru David Warwick. Graham is racked with guilt, but Warwick thrills to the possibilities of what they can do next. This promises to be the innovation that will make Warwick a household name. Drawn by the power of the algo but terrified by its potential for chaos, Graham must decide what to do and whom to trust in a world where one true reality no longer exists.

 

As love, trust, memories, and what it means to be human begin to slip away, Graham and Nessie work together to restore the past—before it’s lost to the anarchy of a world without truth.”

 

Ordinarily, if I visit a bookshop, I don't tend to head off to the Sci-fi section; I don't know why because I've read some great books in that genre. This does not fall into the "great" category, but it is a short well-paced novel that I superficially enjoyed and I think others less familiar with Sci-fi would probably enjoy it too. Those who love their Sci-Fi? Well, I'm not too sure. The book had an interesting premise, but I suspect it could have been handled a bit better. When I finished the novel I thought I'd enjoyed it, and to an extent I did. I found it easy to read and I finished it over a weekend, but when I picked up my notes to write the review, I realised that there was a lot in the novel that rankled me.

Graham has developed an infatuation for his colleague Nessie, but he lacks any self-confidence and can't tell her his true feelings about her. Now this is fine, we all have moments of self-doubt and we may worry what people think about us, but I found Graham's rambling inner monologues about the matter moved him from shy and retiring to incel territory almost immediately. I didn't know what was creepier, Graham or the AI algorithm he started messing about with. Actually, I do know what was creepier; Graham tweaking Nessie's on-line profile to remove her tattoos and finding out they had suddenly disappeared in real life shocked me, but once he realised that his actions could change things physically in the real world, he continued to tinker with the program to see what else he could do to people. This was very disturbing and said a lot more about his character than the technology he was trialling.

#35. Title Matches Lyrics From A Song – The Gambler by Fyodor Dostoevsky (Audible)


I can't even begin to imagine how many books out there have a title which matches the lyrics of a song, however, when you're put on the spot, it's so easy for your mind to go blank. As I looked through all the books in my TBR pile, I noticed The Gambler and immediately thought of both Madonna and Kenny Rogers.  As a child, I listened to them both...one played on my record player...one played on my dad's. I leave you to decide which way round they went!

 

“In this dark and compelling short novel, Dostoevsky tells the story of Alexey Ivanovitch, a young tutor working in the household of an imperious Russian general. Alexey tries to break through the wall of the established order in Russia, but instead becomes mired in the endless downward spiral of betting and loss. His intense and inescapable addiction is accentuated by his affair with the General’s cruel yet seductively adept niece, Polina. In The Gambler, Dostoevsky reaches the heights of drama with this stunning psychological portrait..”

 



I suppose the biggest irony of this novel is that it was only written in order to pay off Dostoevsky's gambling debts. If you've never read anything by him before, this short story (at just over six hours long) is a good introduction to Dostoevsky's work. As a man who was a compulsive gambler, he is able to transport the reader into the world of the addicted; he shows the attraction and addiction of the roulette wheel whilst capturing the feelings of guilt and self-loathing, knowing that what you are doing is wrong, but somehow cannot be stopped. Do not let the fact that this story revolves around the roulette wheel put you off. This is not just the story of a gambler, but the tale of a man who is driven by hope, despite living his days full of fear, dread and constant anxiety.

This is a work both gloomy and humorous as it delves into the sordid world of the desperate gambler, and the gambling of the elite, where money doesn't seem to matter...or does it?! 

‘At that point I ought to have gone away, but a strange sensation rose up in me, a sort of defiance of fate, a desire to challenge it…’

Set in the fictitious German town of Roulettenberg, this is the tale of Alexei Ivanovitch, a tutor to a Russian General's family, who wishes to pursue his affections towards the General's ward Polina Alexandrovna. Unfortunately for Alexei, Polina has set her heart towards a fake French Marquis who is supplying the General with loans at exorbitant rates. In a bid to rise above his station, Alexei's gambling addicted mind thinks some luck at the roulette wheel will give him the money he requires for Polina to switch her affections towards him.

#33. An Abrupt Ending – There There by Tommy Orange (Audible)

I was starting to get worried that I would never find a novel with an abrupt ending. How do you go about choosing a book with an abrupt ending, without having to read a book in the first place to find out if it has one or not?! Some of the books I’ve read in this challenge did have an abrupt ending, but I wanted them for other categories, in fact this book was supposed to be for #46 Featuring Indigenous Culture, but, when this book reached its ending, I was shocked. The book just stopped. Dead. 

I had to dig out my phone and check it was the end of the book. What happened to these characters I had started to learn about? I don’t know…it was a real cliff hanger, but then I guess, so is life…you meet people, you start to find out about them, and then they just disappear from your life.

 

“Jacquie Red Feather and her sister Opal grew up together, relying on each other during their unsettled childhood. As adults they were driven apart, but Jacquie is newly sober and trying to make it back to the family she left behind. That’s why she is there.

Dene is there because he has been collecting stories to honour his uncle's death. Edwin is looking for his true father. Opal came to watch her boy Orvil dance. All of them are connected by bonds they may not yet understand.

All of them are there for the cultural celebration that is the Big Oakland Powwow.

But Tony Loneman is also there. And Tony has come to the Powwow with darker intentions.”

 

This book starts out referencing urban Indians, explaining to the reader about the loss of homelands and past genocides which has trickled through their descendants so that their culture has, in many instances, become lost. The people, just another part of history.  

Following his uncle’s death, Dene Oxedene has decided to get his life back together. He is going to collect stories about urban Indians, stories that tell of the modern-day issues Native Americans face, and how they still feel that they don’t belong in “our” society. Perhaps if their voices are heard, they may begin to heal. He isn’t interested too much in the old ways of reservation life, he wants to understand how, or indeed if, the modern Indians identify with their heritage. 

Dene’s uncle always spoke fondly about making a film one day, however, he never did, and so Dene decides he will apply for a grant to make a film, in which he sets up a camera and gets people to speak about their lives and to share their stories. From these stories, he hopes a film will take shape, showing how the displacement of the Indians, as Tommy Orange refers to them, has affected an entire community, in favour of the white man who threw them from their lands. 

An opportunity arises at the Oakland Powwow for him to video the stories of twelve different people, each will receive some money for sharing their story. This book tells, in alternating voices, the stories of these twelve characters. Each one has a different tale to tell, but all the people have struggled in one way or another. Some have struggled with drug addiction, some with poverty, others with loss of family or the sense of community. Some would argue that these are just the struggles of modern society, but what if you have that added layer of constantly feeling like you don’t belong? You don’t know why, or what can be done to help you feel as though you should be where you are, you just know that you don’t belong.

Whilst all of the characters are from Indian heritage, some have been raised to embrace their heritage, whilst others have been told to disregard it…it’s not deemed important in the modern world. Others are brought up in white households and have no idea about the ways of the past. It is these struggles with identity and how they have lost their culture that connect these disparate people; most have been born into a modern life, they have never lived on a reservation, but the blood bond is deep, and they all feel a sense that something is missing from their lives. It is the loss of their culture that makes them feel as if they don’t belong anywhere, and the Powwow is something to look forward to, to give them the opportunity to try and heal their fractured souls.

Just as all the characters have their own reasons for feeling as though they are outsiders, each of the characters have their own reasons for wanting to attend the Powwow. A boy wishes to perform his native dance despite having little knowledge about his culture; he believes that if he performs the dance with heart and soul, he will begin to understand who he is and achieve a sense of belonging. It is this pure naivety that makes you want to embrace him and let him know that things will turn out well for him.

As each person shares their story, we find some stories interlock with others. As readers we begin to understand the hurt and anger these people feel and how others view wanting to retain a part of your heritage as a waste of time.

As the day of the Powwow draws nearer and nearer, there is this impending sense of doom. Whilst most people have the best of intentions for heading to the Powwow, not all people are pure souls, and their darkness begins to overshadow the tale. As a reader, or listener, you can tell something major is going to happen, because the tempo of the book changes via shorter chapters. We leap from one character to another and back again in quick succession. Yet as the tension ramps into a crescendo, the book ends.

It actually makes sense to end the book where Orange has, the event has happened, we thought we knew what was going to happen and it has, so there is nothing more to share. But on the other hand, you feel a little short-changed, we have built a relationship with these people, we want to know what happens to them next, and so you’re questioning…well what happened to x and what happened to y? But the fact that you are questioning shows what an impact these people’s stories have had on you. You invested your time and understanding in these fictitious people, but deep down you know these stories probably ring true with so many people who are displaced from their homes and forced to survive in places that feel alien to them.

Tommy Orange has written a powerful debut novel, which highlights the impact that destroying a community can have many generations down the line. It is a tale told which shows no hope or humanity, it is very bleak, but perhaps that’s the point and why he ended it as he did.

Regarding the Audible version of the book especially, the stories, and the Powwow, were dramatically enhanced using music and drums, which gave a sense of being there in the middle of a turbulent situation.  You could feel the emotions as events unfurled. It was almost like hearing something in slow motion, you knew what would inevitably happen, but you couldn’t do anything about it.

 

Genre: Historical Fiction, Contemporary Fiction, Indigenous,

Release Date: 5th July 2018

Publisher: Penguin Audio

Listening Time: 8h

 

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#32. Timeframe Spans A Week Or Less – The Curfew by T. M.Logan (Audible)

T M Logan has fast become one of my favourite authors to turn to when I want a gripping story that isn't too hard on the old grey matter. 

In the last two years I've read three books on Kindle and listened to two books (including this one) on Audible. 

What I love about the writing is that there is always this sense of an underlying unease dripping through the book. Everyday occurrences are written about with a poetic edge which makes you feel that something sinister is about to happen, even if it doesn't play out like that. 

This book, beautifully read by Richard Armitage, isn't my favourite book by Logan, it's predictable in places, longwinded in others, but it still kept me hooked until the end. 


 

“I should have known something was wrong. I should have sensed it. Felt it in the air, like the build-up of pressure before a thunderstorm, that heavy, loaded calm.

The curfew
Andy and Laura are good parents. They tell their son Connor that he can go out with friends to celebrate completing his exams, but he must be home by midnight.

The lie
When Connor misses his curfew, it sets off a series of events that will change the lives of five families forever.

The truth?
Because five teenagers went into the woods that night, but only four came out. And telling the truth might mean losing everything...

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?.”

 

16-year-old Conor has just finished his GCSE's; it's now time to celebrate with his . As always, he must be home by midnight, and he's never missed his curfew before. Or has he? How do his parents know that he's always home by midnight if they're already asleep in bed? When Connor's dad wakes in the night, he notices the porch light is still lit. Connor is supposed to switch it off when he gets in, so Andy gives a cursory check on his son's room and sees a sleeping form in the bed. Because it is dark and Andy isn't wearing his glasses, he assumes it's Connor. Next morning it transpires it wasn't Conor in bed, it was his cousin Zac.  

#31. Includes A Personal Phobia – The Narrator by K L Slater (Audible)

Given how many books I've listened to on Audible, I thought it would be interesting listening to a book about a voice-over actor who was narrating an audio book. 

I enjoy psychological thrillers, and I wasn't sure how this book would fit into my 2024 challenge. It wasn't long before I realised that it would fit perfectly into the phobia bracket. I don't have many phobia's. I dislike snakes, but I can just about cope with them and I've held a tarantula, so that's arachnophobia out of the window, but the idea of being kidnapped and waking up with no idea of where you are, or what will happen to you, is a horror that would make the bravest person question themselves. 

Despite this being the 19th book written by K L Slater, I’ve not read any of her previous work before, so this is my entry for #31 - which includes my personal phobia of being trapped in the dark.


 


“What if the chance of a perfect life… put your daughter in grave danger?

Being a single mother is tough, but I’d do anything for my little girl Scarlet. I’d given up on my career as a voice actor when the call came, but suddenly I was the new narrator for a secret book from bestselling author Philippa Roberts, who has been missing for eight months. It was a lifeline for me and my daughter.

I hated that it meant leaving Scarlet with my ex in his perfect new home with his perfect new girlfriend. But I knew it was the right thing to do.

But as I start reading Philippa’s new novel, I start to wonder if it’s no coincidence that I’ve been chosen to narrate it. There’s something hidden in the pages of this book, I’m sure of it. Some clue to Philippa’s disappearance. And I don’t feel safe. I think I’m being watched. My room has been searched.

And then my ex’s girlfriend calls in tears and everything starts to click together. If I don’t find answers fast, I’ll lose more than my second chance. I’ll lose my daughter.”

 

Voice actor Eve Hewitt's career and life has hit an undeniable rut. She is divorced from her husband and has a 5 year old daughter called Scarlet. Scarlet and Eve have moved back home to live with Eve's mother. With Scarlet having problems at school and Eve having problems finding any work, she feels like a complete failure; that is, until she gets a call asking her to record the last instalment of a series of best-selling books by author Philippa Roberts. Eve has recorded all of the previous Jane Tower detective novels, but little does she know that by agreeing to record this latest novel, she will be playing the detective in real life too.

Ten months ago, Philippa was last seen en-route to an awards ceremony. No ransom demands were ever made after she suddenly vanished, and both police and media interest in the disappearance has diminished. Her editor, agent and publisher no longer show signs of  concern about their missing author, but they are delighted when Philippa's wife announces she has stumbled across a final unpublished manuscript. Eve is delighted to finally have some paying work, but that delight quickly changes to apprehension as she realises that she will have to leave her daughter with either her mother, or her ex-husband, whilst she moves to London to do the recording. When she receives an email attachment of the book, Eve notices that the main character in the Jane Tower novels has changed her persona from the previous books which she thinks is a little strange. When she arrives at the recording studio, Eve is handed a fresh copy of the book to read from, but the anomalies she noticed have been amended. Eve becomes concerned when she is told to delete the emailed copy of the book. Why is the publisher being so secretive? What really happened to Philippa and why is she the only person to worry about what might have occurred?

#30. Picked Without Reading The Blurb – Pine by Francine Toon (Paperback)


Sometimes I think book cover designers are not given the credit that they deserve. For me, an intriguing cover can be a reason why I choose a book, and the cover on Pine was precisely why I bought it. I think the cover is simple, but hauntingly beautiful and intriguing. Fortunately, the book was just as good as the cover, and I can see why this was shortlisted for the Bloody Scotland Crime Debut of the Year. 

“Lauren and her father Niall live alone in the Highlands, in a small village surrounded by forest. When a woman stumbles on to the road one Halloween night, Niall drives her back to their house. In the morning, she’s gone.

In a community where daughters rebel and men quietly rage, mysteries like these are not out of the ordinary. Lauren looks for answers in her tarot cards, hoping she might be able to read her father’s turbulent mind. Neighbours know more than they let on, but when a local teenager goes missing it’s no longer clear who she can trust.

In a place that can feel like the edge of the world, In the shadow of the Highland forest, Francine Toon captures the wildness of rural childhood and the intensity of small-town claustrophobia. In a place that can feel like the edge of the word, she unites the chill of the modern Gothic with the pulse of a thriller. It is the perfect novel for our haunted times..”


This is a perfect winter read; a good gothic thriller set in the wild Scottish Highlands that chills you to the bone. It’s one for curling yourself up in a blanket to read, preferably in front of a roaring fire and maybe with a little tipple of something to hand! 

Ten-year-old Lauren lives with her father in a tiny village near the Moray Firth. Her mother disappeared shortly after her birth and her father drowns his sorrows in bottles of whisky. This book reminded me of “The Woman in White” by Wilkie Collins – not in terms of the story – but because of the feeling of unease when reading it, and the mysterious ghostly figure seen wandering the woods dressed in a white dressing gown. 

One night when Lauren and her father are driving home, a female figure steps out in front of their vehicle. She’s unresponsive, and they take her back to their home. They give her something to eat and a bed for the night but come morning the woman has gone. Lauren vividly remembers the events of the night, but her father doesn’t, however, he is usually intoxicated most evenings so that doesn’t come as a surprise. Lauren keeps seeing this gaunt female figure, wearing just a dressing gown in this bleak, frozen Scottish landscape. Other villagers have seen the figure too, but they quickly forget they have seen her, which leaves Lauren confused and scared.

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