Tsukuri’s four best friends at school all have names which mean colours, red,
blue, white and black. Tsukuru is the only one whose name is colourless and
this upsets him, he thinks he is the boring one of the group, the outsider.
The five friends promise to stay together forever, but an opportunity comes
for Tsukuru to study away from home in Tokyo. He visits his friends
frequently, as promised, but one day he returns and his friends no longer want
to see him again. No explanation is given; apparently he should know the
reason why he has been ostracised but he doesn’t. He returns dejected to
Tokyo, stops eating and looks death in the face; his hurt unbeknown to his
friends. He recovers physically, but mentality he faces abandonment issues
which plague him for years, leading to an inability to form meaningful
relationships. What is the point of giving yourself to someone, giving them
your whole being, if one day they turn around and toss you away like a piece
of rubbish?
You assume you know someone…but you don’t…not really.
Sixteen years later Tsukuru finally embarks on a journey to find out what
happened. He confronts his friends, visiting each one without warning,
piecing together a jigsaw about his past. It is a hauntingly beautiful tale
which questions how people’s actions can affect someone so much. Tsukuru had
low self-esteem and being abandoned by his friends made him feel worse. How
strange to find out that his friends thought he was the strong one, the
survivor, the one most equipped to deal with the real world.
He thought he was plain, the colourless one whilst his friends thought him
the best looking of the group, the achiever. It shows the differences with
how we see ourselves, and how others see us. At times the novel is painful,
you hurt when Tsukuru hurts, it is a novel where at times you see yourself,
and at other times you see people you have known. It is a poignant tale
which expands the mind, to make you think about how your words or actions
might be misconstrued by people. If someone accuses you of something, can
you really be sure that your friends know you well enough to stand up for
you? Or will they fade into the background, vehemently agreeing with the
perpetrator and leaving you out in the cold? Once again, Murakami
weaves a his magic in an excellent book which is hard to put down.
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